I’ve been out and about, having so much fun with my sister, old friends and, yes, FANS! Seems I can’t go anywhere these days with getting recognized… and I have to admit that I like it! It’s fun!

Anyway… I hate to take too much time away from my vacation, but I wanted to post a few pics…

Waiting for our flight. (Had to take Tim with me... hence the clothes!)

The view from my hotel.

Enjoying a martini. We kept the first night pretty mellow.

Heading out to Greenwich Village for drinks.

We're such idiots!

I love this pic! I think I look pretty.

Sightseeing - Uptown, Downtown and all around!

Arriving at Imperial for my party.

Its all free when you're rollin' with me! Hahahaha.

Ahhh... A little pink vodka is always fun!

Hehehehehe.

I’m having so much fun out here… I hate to leave. I’ve got one last night to do it up and I’m back to LA and back to life!

I wrote this while flying yesterday…

“Once again, I’m on a plane, so I thought I’d take the time to write for you guys. Of course, I can’t post until I land, but I guess it really doesn’t make a difference to you guys. And, on the plus side, for once my time on a plane is leading towards something other than work… a VACATION in NEW YORK CITY!!! I’m so excited!!!

My little sister Miranda is nodding off with my ipod in her ears and I can’t seem to sleep. I’m actually kind of irritated. My suitcase was 3 pounds over the 50 pound weight limit and my carryon is not that big, but the representative told me that if I remove a pair of jeans (which, according to her, jeans weight 2 pounds!), she’d let it slide. Jeans?! Really?! First of all, what the hell difference is 2 pounds going to make? And why would you let it go if it were 51 pounds and not 53 pounds??? AND, if you hadn’t already sent my sister’s bag off, then I might have put some stuff in her bag! So, I ended up paying an ADDITIONAL $50 to check my bag, on top of the $30 I paid when we first checked in! $70 to check bags on a flight that is already way over-priced?! Wow. I even said at the counter, “I guess they’re not making enough money selling $10 dried out turkey sandwiches and CANNED water!”  Whatever. Oh, and to top if off, there are no pillows or blankets…. and NO TV!!!! Luckily, we’re not flying straight into LaGuardia and we have a layover in Dallas/Ft. Worth, but still… 3 hours with NOTHING to do!!!! Ugh!!! My fault… I should’ve remembered my book!!!!

Anyway, I’ve had an exciting couple of days! On Monday I shot another scene for my site/anal movie that I’m [slowly] working on. This time it was a little girl on girl anal action. Once again, for those who don’t know, I am an anal virgin. I’ve never had a penis in my ass. Yes, I’ve had a guy put a finger in there and even a small toy while having sex, but never the real thing. Hence the reason I’m shooting anal: to document my experience! Anyway, so I chose Phoenix Marie who not only is a great friend of mine, but is a complete PRO when it comes to anal sex. I knew she’d be able to help me relax enough to ‘get it in’. And she did!

Taking the pictures was the worst part! It took her a few minutes to work it in there, and all she kept saying was, “Push out like you’re taking a shit, don’t clench!” Thankfully, we have a ‘guideline’ in porn where we don’t eat for about 24 hours before an anal scene, and we do plenty of enemas to make sure our asses are CLEAN so we don’t have accidents. Good news: no accidents for me! Clean as a whistle! Anyway, as she pushed the plastic cock into my asshole, I screamed in agony! It fucking hurts!!! But, we managed to keep it in for a few minutes to snap off a couple pictures, then I wrapped it up and we started shooting.

The scene went GREAT! Phoenix roughed me up a little, smacked me around and talked to shit. I also got to double-penetrate her with two small toys… then it was my turn! She suited up in a hot pink and black strap-on and proceeded to ordered me to bend over. I let out a scream as she forced the lubed-up dick into my ass. Then she commanded, “Back up on it or I’m gonna shove it all the way in!” Oh shit! As much pain as I was in, I began to bounce my ass, moving it up and down on the plastic dick… and I started to enjoy it! Weird! Hahahaha. But seriously… I started rubbing my clit fast and hard… and I actually got off! WOW!!! She pulled the toy out, teased my ass and the camera a bit, we kissed, and the scene was a wrap!

My cameraman Ivan and I went out for pizza afterwards. I was so hungry, I ordered a large pizza, half cheese, half pepperoni. We ate it all but about 3 slices. Yummy!

The next day, yesterday actually, I shot for Jules Jordan Video/Gina Lynn Productions. The scene? Another girl on girl with none other than Gina Lynn. I was so excited! She’s HOT! Plus, funny enough, Gina is my sister’s favorite pornstar! Of course, she’ll never watch this scene, but I did brag!

The scene went amazingly!!! Gina teased me and I tease the camera, wearing a hot little black corset (so my boobs were pushed up into my chin), a sexy little black skirt, and thigh-high black boots. I had the full blown hooker makeup going on and it looked HOT all together! Gina wore a little leopard print top and booty-short set. (To match, I had on a leopard thong!) We played, starting in the bathroom, though the bedroom, down the hall, down the stairs, and finally on the couch. And this bitch can dominate! Oh my God!!! I LOVED it!!! Not only did she tear my pussy up (in a good way!), but she pulled my hair, choked me, pushed me, slapped me and talked a grip of shit to me… just the way I like it! We’re pretty sure Jules sat behind his desk jerking off while reviewing the footage that evening… and he’s not really into girl/girl porn! It was that fucking hot! 

If I can managed to get some of the pics from Jules, I’ll post some. I definitely want to see them! (Same with the Phoenix scene… I’ll have my guy email me some soon.)

After work yesterday, I went home, packed, then sat in over 2 hours of traffic to get to my sister’s place. We went to Target to get a few last minute items, including some Scotch Guard to protect our new pastel pink and blue suitcases! I also enjoyed a little playtime with my 22-month-old nephew who my mom was babysitting for the night. We watch a little Barney & Friends and he passes out. I was in bed by 11pm, all ready to go. My alarm went off at 4:00 this morning, and we were out the door by 4:45.

I believe we’re now flying over Texas (due to the vast miles of dirt we’re flying over)! But, Texas is HUGE, and I believe we’ve got another hour or so before we land here. I just want to get to NYC!!! I’m having a little meet & greet dinner type of thing tonight in the city, at a little pizzeria that the fans picked out. I’m really excited! I love to take any opportunity I can to just hang out and be casual with the fans. 

Anyway, I’m gonna bullshit with my sister a little bit… I’ll be posting pics from New York soon.”

Well… I’m now in NYC!!!

Dinner with the fans was AMAZING!!! We had a great group of people with us, enjoyed dinner and a couple cocktails, and my sis and I called it an early night. We spend the day today roaming around the city, in Times Square, and in SoHo. We’re now back at the room ready to pass out! We much have walked 20 miles today! But we loved it. I’m not sure on all the details, but we’ll also be attending a big party tonight, so we need our rest.

Also, while I got the chance… God, I love doing this…

Fayner, is it?!?! Hahahaha… FUCK YOU!

Apparently, this guy… well, let’s face it, I’m not famous, but I’m also not a newbie… but this guy thinks I’m the least important thing on this planet and LOVES his shit talking.

http://scottfayner.com/?p=1539

Dude, YOU’RE writing stories about me… I’m doing something right, jack ass! Hahahaha.

Also, your whole blog makes absolutely no sense to me. You do nothing but say I’m complaining… about people NOT being professional…??? What the fuck??? This is a business industry!!! Just goes to show that I’d probably hate on you just as much as all the other unprofessional people in this business. Is it so much to ask for people to keep it professional??? I’m not a drinker, I’m not a partier, I’m not a smoker… I just want to show up, do the damn scene, and go home and get on with my life. So, for people to treat set, i.e. WORK, like another party, it irritates me. I don’t think that’s a bad thing.

Also, I mean absolutely no disrespect to Evil Angel. And, if it’s true that it was NOT their set, which I didn’t think it was which was the reason I called my agent, then they need to check that ‘director’ or ‘production manager’ or whoever. I was told Evil Angel when it was booked. “Yay! I like them”, were my thoughts. I was told Evil Angel the night before. And, I was told Evil Angel when I called to complain. Due to the way things were being ran, I didn’t think it was them because they are better than that. In that case, SOMEONE is using their name when they shouldn’t and, because of what THEY did, THEY’LL be giving Evil Angel a bad name… not me! I just stated the facts of what was going on.

People say I complain a lot… it’s because of stupid fucks like you! Get your shit together before you start trying to bash on people. And, if I’m so ‘unimportant’… stop writing about me!!!

I thought I’d take a few minutes while sitting here on a flight, squished between a fairly large woman and window, and give you all my regular update. I’ve been so busy that it seems like a (what’s supposed to be) relaxing flight is the only down time that I have. It’s ridiculous… but I guess having this ridiculous schedule and keeping busy with work is a good thing considering the state of our economy.

I guess I’ll start with Miami. Good Lord, it was HOT! Not only hot, but HUMID! I can handle the heat (c’mon… I live in the San Fernando Valley!), but I can’t handle sweating from the moment that I step out of the shower!

Okay, you know what… I can’t ignore this anymore… This lady sitting next to me, totally invading my personal space due to her large size, is absolutely irritating! First off, she almost missed the flight! I don’t know why, but they held the plane for her. And, it being a full flight, a gentleman and I managed to keep the seat between us empty. So, yes, it was the ONLY available seat for this woman, who now had her laptop out, playing spider solitiare, eating ice cubes and wiping the excess water on her blouse which, let’s face it, probably hasn’t been washed in weeks because she fucking stinks! So, not only am I being squished by another human, but the stench is rubbing onto me!

So, she sits… and fumbles… and fumbles… and fumbles as the rest of the passengers and crew wait on her. Finally, a flight attendant tells her, “Ma’am, we can’t close the doors until you’re situated.” FINALLY, she settles… oh, but then she starts freaking out because she can’t find her cell phone and she’s worried it may be on! “Wait, we can’t leave… my phone might be on!” Everyone ignored her. Hold on, it gets better. During the safety feature demonstration, she yells over everyone, “I can’t find it, so it must be in a suitcase that I checked!” Again, everyone ignored her. She started mumbling about the damn phone, so the guy on the side of her tells her its not a big deal, and to just relax. Fuck! Finally!

Wait, one last thing: as all early morning Southwest flights do, we’re offered complimentary orange juice OR coffee. The flights attendants pre-pour the drinks and bring a tray down the aisle. I’m asked if I’d like either, and before I can answer, SHE speaks up, “Tomato juice in a can!” The flight attendant looks at me. I asked for coffee and Splenda, its handed off, and the flight attendants ask again, “Orange juice or coffee?”

“Tomato juice in a can!”

Are you fucking kidding me?! Who does that?! Take your COMPLIMENTARY drink, shut up and enjoy it. Don’t be picky… and don’t be rude!

FUCK!

I’m sorry, but I’m a very irritable person, and I absolutely cannot tolerate stupidity, unprofessionalism, etc., anything that makes life go less smoothly than it should. And this bitch just irritated the fuck out of me!

“GOOD MORNING, LOS ANGELES!”

Okay, it’s only a 50 minute flight and I’ve got to power down now. I’ll continue after my shoot….

So anyway, my whole point to the ‘girl on the plane’ rant was… well, okay, maybe I didn’t have a point. She was just really irritating. I’m such an easy going and laid back person, and I HATE when things are made more complicated than it really should be. As the other man said… RELAX!!! She was just a spaz. On top of that… are there really people that stupid (or needy or desperate or whatever you want to call it) in this world?!?!?! It’s sad if you ask me.

ANYWAY…

I’ve been shooting like CRAZY!!! My signing is Vegas was fun, other than the fact that I was on my friggin’ period and bitchy!!! I felt so bad!!! I was very irritable and yelling at everyone! No good during a signing… Oops! So, to anyone that witnessed it… I’M SO SORRY!!! It wasn’t even the event or the fans… it was everyone behind the scenes! Grrrrr!!! But I won’t get into that. We did shoot a very interesting scene on the Bang Bus. Can’t give the details… but Rachel Roxxx, Sienna West and I had FUN!

I came home from Miami, shot a scene the next day for Adam & Eve with… fuck… I don’t remember his name! Oh well… it was a good and intense scene, but I wasn’t into him. The next day, I had a 7am flight to Phoenix to shoot 6 solo sets for Aziani.com. The photos were BEAUTIFUL, the solos were a lot of fun, and everyone was so cool! It was definitely a good day on set! I flew home that night, (last night) and was up at 4am again this morning to be on my 6:30 flight to Vegas to shooting a couple scenes for Brazzers. Today’s scenes was for their ‘Baby Got Boobs’ site with Kevin James (husband of Madison James). It was just okay. He’s not as well endowed as the other Brazzers guys (which, in my personal life is good, but it makes it difficult when trying to ‘open up’ for the camera!), and he also didn’t seem very experienced. He kept stepping in front of the camera and hiding what they needed to see. Then, to top it off… WEAK pop shot! Geez!!! But, overall, the set up was great and he was a great guy… it should come out very well.

My scene tomorrow is for the ‘Big Tits In Sports’ site with Keiran Lee. Keiran and I work together often and we’re great friends (I was JUST talking to him on the phone about our rough days! [Yes, he had one, too!]), so our scenes are always intense. Frankly, I need a good fuck! Bring it on, Keiran!!!

Anyway, I’m dead tired and my eyes are burning staring at my computer! Goodnight everyone!

It’s been a busy couple of days and it’s only getting busier! May is definitely going to be the busiest month of the year, so far!

It’s only the 6th, and already I’ve shot four amazingly HOT scenes (one orgy, one girl/girl, one BJ, and one boy/girl, for Brazzers, Evil Angel and Zero Tolerance). My goal for the year was to shoot more DVD stuff, and it’s happening! I’ve been shooting like CRAZY this year, internet and DVD, and I’ve already had over 30 titles released… not to mention ones I’ve shot that haven’t been released… wow! That’s a whole lot of fuckin’! Hehehe.

So, my scene today, the boy/girl scene for Zero Tolerance, went fabulously! My male co-star was none other than Mark Wood, who I absolutely love! I shot one of my very first scenes with him 2 1/2 years ago… and his wife was behind the camera! I’m extremely comfortable with him… and we work very well together. We shot for their ‘Fishnets’ line, which is a leg/fishnet-stockings fetish title. I had on a sexy light pink and while bra and panty set with light pink fishnets, which is a great contrast to the dark hair… HOT! The sex was fun, crazy, hot, intimate, rough… everything! It was so much fun! Plus, I was in and out in less than 4 hours… quick, easy, professional… just the way I like it!

Tory Black had also shown up to finish off her interactive DVD, so we chatted for a bit… and I eye-fucked the shit out of her! She’s so freakin’ cute! I should do a girl/girl scene with her soon…

Anyway… Oh! I shot a couple scenes for a music video for this death-metal band from New York called ‘Death Dealer’ with Jessica Jaymes and we had so much fun! Of course, no other psycho but Mr. Craven Moorehead, one of my best friends, could have shot disturbing shit like that! It was fucking great!

Jessica Jaymes & Jayden Jaymes (The drugs are all FAKE!!!)

Jessica and I after we got slaughtered in the shower!

The shoot went so good. First, we played two groupies with the singer (a little fake BJ on the couch!), then we went and had a sexy shower… and, yes, we got killed! Hahaha. It was so much fun! And the footage is amazing!!! I’m not into that kind of music, but I can’t wait to see this video!

Moving on… After my scene today, I drove to Rancho Cucamonga to meet my mom so she could take my dog off my hands for week or so. We enjoyed an early dinner sitting outside a little cafe, and she drove off with my baby! Ugh!!! I hate not having her with me!!! But, I’d rather her be with my parents than anyone else. And being that I’m going to be out of town for pretty much the next 2 1/2 weeks, my doggy-baby needs love!

As for my out-of-town adventures these next couple of weeks… Ugh!!! I leave for Miami tomorrow morning. Actually, I need to leave my house in about 7 hours… and I still haven’t packed! I’m heading out there for the eXXXotica Miami convention where I’ll be signing for Bang Bros, and also shooting one scene for them with Rachel Roxxx and Sienna West, which I’m super thrilled about! I come home on Monday, the 11th. I have a boy/girl scene for Adam & Eve on the 12th, I fly to Scottsdale (Arizona) for the day on the 13th to shoot for Aziani, I fly to Vegas on the 14th to shoot 2 scenes for Brazzers  and I get home late on the 15th. I have the 16th off, then a boy/girl/girl scene with Phoenix (yay!) for Dave & Jay’s, the 18th and 19th are off (for now, but I may shoot for my site), and I leave for New York for a personal vacation on the 20th and I won’t be back until the 26th. And, as of right now, I have a scene for Naughty America on the 27th, to be filmed be my new friend Christian. Again, yay!

People ask me why my site’s not up yet and why I’m not done shooting my anal movie yet… THAT’S why! I’m a girl in demand! Hahahaha! You know what though? I’m busting my ass to boost my name and so far, with getting a gig in an Adam Sandler movie and having a busy month like this, I think I’m dong pretty damn good! You know that song ‘Amazing’ by Kanye West??? That’s totally how I feel right now! Hahahahaha!

God!!! It’s been a long couple of days! But my long days are usually productive days and productive is good for the name!

I got a call late on Wednesday asking if I was busy on Thursday. No. “Good… you’re gonna be in Adam Sandler’s new movie…” Wow! Okay!!! Within minutes, my phone was ringing off the hook with people from production and wardrobe, asking about this and that and giving me all kinds of information. I was getting excited! This was the real deal…

So, I got to bed early on Wednesday, rolled out of bed around 9am on Thursday, took my dog for a long walk, showered, enjoyed my coffee and a little quiet time, and went to set in Northridge around 2pm. I was immediately escorted to my trailer, filed out paperwork and release forms, reviewed my sides, was introduced to my ‘co-star’ Angelina Armani (another porn star, contracted to Digital Playground), and walked to makeup around 2:30. Not even 10 minutes into makeup, we were rushed off to set for rehearsals. Being that our part required us to be in a jacuzzi the entire time, all we had to do was sit off to the side and wait for everyone else to rehearse their parts. I guess they didn’t see the need for us to rehearse making out and getting naked!

By 4:00 we were back in makeup. The production assistant informed the makeup artists that they had about 20 minutes to make us up before we had to be back at set. Thank goodness they were professionals and were able to get it done! Back to set…

I’m not allowed to give out too much information about the movie, which, by the way, is called ‘Born To Be A Star’, written by Adam Sandler, Allen Covert and Nick Swardson, starring Christina Ricci, Steven Dorff and Nick Swardson. My particular scene was with, of course, Angelina Armani, Nick Swardson (who, I think, is most recognizable from his roles in ‘Reno 911: Miami’ as the rollerskating homosexual prostitute and from ‘I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry’ at the homosexual brother ['Butterfly'] of Jessica Biel’s character), and Don Johnson (a well-known actor, particularly for his role on Miami Vice in the 80s).  Allen Covert (who you’d recognize from almost ALL of Sandler’s movies) was directing the shoot that day and he was an absolute angel to me! Overall, the shoot went very well. I was in the jacuzzi from about 4:30 until 7:30. Oddly, I didn’t start to prune from the water, but my feet were pasty-white and had started to swell from the heat of the water. Gross. But it was definitely worth it! And, when Don Johnson and Allen Covert tell you that you did a great job, I think I can safely assume that I really did do a great job! Yay!!!

On Friday I shot for Brazzers… again! I absolutely LOVE those guys! They definitely keep me busy! However, Brando actually shot e this time! He’s a dear friend of mine, but he hardly shoots me. I’m usually out in Vegas shooting for those crews, so it was good to be on set with close friends. We shot a script that Brando and I thought of months ago and just now had the time to do it. It’s a scene for their ‘Real Wife Stories’ site with Keiran Lee, Scott Nails and Avy Scott. As Keiran said: “It’s gonna be had for them to try to top that one!” It was FUCKING HOT!

I spent my Saturday (yesterday) on set. Ugh! I HATE to work Saturdays, but it was for Evil Angel and I don’t turn down DVD shoots. (My goal for the year was to shoot more DVDs.) But, I probably should’ve turn this one down. Originally, I was hoping I’d have an early call time of 9am or so, but my call time ended up being 1pm! Okay… so I was hoping the other girl would already be there and ready so we could be out of there earlier. Nope. I was the first one there. Whatever. The makeup artist got there soon after I did and she got to work on my face. By 1:30 or so, the director got there with the other female talent (it was a girl/girl scene) who, apparently, is his girlfriend. First thing they starting doing: Rolling joint, packing bowls, opening beers… WOW!!! For such a big named company, this was sure a lack of professionalism. Don’t get me wrong, smoking is relaxing sometimes, but this is WORK, not a PLAY DATE! I was PISSED! After my makeup was done, I stepped out side to get some FRESH air. I called my agent and complained while I was at it. They made a call to the director about my complaints and he said they’d tone it down and get to work. Yeah, right! After apologizing to me, they continued! It took almost 5 hours for 2 girls to go through makeup and take pictures! It should’ve have taken more than 3 1/3 hours. I just sat there, grumpy, not talking to anyone. But, when it came time to shoot the scene, I fucked the shit out of that girl! Funny, the director kept telling me how much she loves girls and everything, and she was soooooo QUIET during the scene! Even when she ‘came’… hardly a peep! Whatever. I rocked it! Then I packed up my things and got the hell out of there!

Thankfully, I have today off, along with tomorrow, so I can relax a bit. I don’t think I have another day off for about 2 weeks. But, I’ve got a 5-day vacation with my sister in New York City later this month, so I’ll pack in the work beforehand.