Yay!!! I’m so happy that the last year of thought and ideas, planning, shooting and EVERYTHING had FINALLY come together for the very successful launch of JaydenJaymesXXX.com. You guys have no idea the relief I feel from getting it done. I’ve been in and around this business for 3 years this November and I’m mentally and physically drained. My goal was to launch the site and focus mainly on that. I’m still doing scenes, just not as many as I’ve been doing. In a perfect world, come the end of this year, I’ll stop doing scenes all together and only shoot for my site. That’s the plan, we’ll see how it goes.

So anyway, I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted a new blog and, well… not much to report. I’ve been busy shooting, as always. On a personal note, Rachel Starr and I have had several phone conversations and even met up in person. We’ve managed to set aside all of the bullshit and move on with our lives. Are we best friends now? No. But we’re definitely civil… And it feels good to have that taken care of. I’ve also managed to clear up some stupid drama-type stuff with several others in this business. It’s so nice to be able to chat with people and have an actual conversation and realize  that there’s ‘problems’ over absolutely nothing.

My other goal lately has been to try to amend this whole ‘bad girl’ image that I have. I mean, it is what I’m known as within this business but it’s not really who I am. I think it’s been fed to me way too many times and I’ve played into it too much. I’m actually quite quiet and shy! But I’ve also realized that sitting alone on a couch, texting, while on set because I’m too shy to start a conversation with someone can come off extremely rude and make me out to look like the biggest bitch! I don’t mean anything by it… It’s just my personality. Of course, the dominant side of me will never come out of my scenes… Hell, I like aggressive sex! I need it to do a good scene. So anyway, I’ve been doing my best to show up on set and SMILE all day and push myself to be a little friendlier and actually start conversations with others on set. Like I said, I don’t mean to come off as rude… I’m just shy!!!! (I know, weird coming from someone that gets fucked on camera!)

Well, because it’s been so long since I’ve posted, I have seriously forgotten what else has been going on. So, while browsing through my phone the other day, I came across a lot of random pictures and I thought it’d be fun to post some of my favorites for you. Here it goes:

Lynda and I at DICKS at the Excalibur in Las Vegas. We had stopped there before we even checked into our hotel. We got so hammered at 3 in the afternoon... the PERFECT start to a Vegas getaway!

Me and one of my best friends, Veena, at Seal Beach. We had both been so stressed out over stupid shit and needed some time to ourselves... and what better way than some sun on the California coast?!

My favorite television show is ENTOURAGE. Plus, I've always loved old cars. So, when I had the opportunity to participate in the porn spoof of the show, I was thrilled... Especially to see this car on set!!!

Phoenix Marie and I at Geisha House in Hollywood. We were supposed to attend a porn party that night, but ended up not being in the mood, after getting dressed up and everything, so we went for sushi and sake instead and had so much fun!

A screen shot of the FreeOnes.com 'Most Searched Girls' section... with MY name at the top, beating out some very big names. I'm on that list everyday, but this is the only time I ever saw me in the number one position!!!

Me and my friend (and AMAZING makeup artist) Tarryn. She was painting my face for a content shoot that day... I made her stop halfway just to take a picture with me.

Talk about multi-tasking!!! This was from my stupid weekend in Vegas... Not only was I stoned as hell from smoking, but I was driving with my knee while texting with both hands AND eating peanut M&Ms. Dangerous! Stupid, I know!

Girls always have pics like this. I was laying out at the beach and trying to take the perfect POV picture, but my boobs were too big to get in the shot. I was a bit disappointed, but I still like the picture!

My little sister, Miranda, recently moved out of my parents' place to be closer to her boyfriend. She has since become addicted to a particular pizza place that offers this FREE, very sugary, pastry dessert. We decided to put a true meaning behind the phrase 'Sugar Lips'.

I had snapped this pic and sent it to a friend. There's an inside joke (er, more of a 'meaning') to the scarf, so I do random things with it and send the pics to my friend. In this picture, I though tying it around my boobs would be kind of sexy.

I LOVE MY DOG!!! Seriously, she's my best friend! lol. She's my world. We were taking a walk one day and I had JUST gotten a new phone, so I had to test out the new camera. She's so fucking cute!!!

Well, that’s about it for now. I’ve just received a bunch of text message from people wanting to know when we’re shooting more content and things like that… So I guess I have to get back to work.

Take care everyone!!!

Hahahahaha!!!

I’ll totally get to that in a bit…

Anyway, I know I just posted a blog yesterday, but it doesn’t count… that was like one of those ‘rumor control’ type things. lol. So I wanted to reflect on the usual… PORN! 

As some of you know, I did a live sex show thingy for Brazzers.com a couple days ago (last Thursday) with Phoenix Marie, Tory Lane, Danny Mountain, Keiran Lee and Scott Nails. The show went GREAT! I’ll be honest… I got off the plane and to the set and was in the BEST mood and so excited about the show. However, I was a raging PMS-ing bitch that day and was starting to get really emotional over some stupid little comments that people were making, and I ended up throwing the biggest bitch-fit over absolutely NOTHING! lol. But, everyone there knows me and knows me well, so they knew that I just needed my space to clear my head and prepare myself for the show. And, of course, by the time we started streaming, I stepped on set and fucking rock it, along with Tory and Phoenix… and the boys, of course. We were all fucking TROOPERS for staying in tune with each other the entire time.

Here’s a couple ‘behind the scenes’ pictures that Brando snapped…

Goofing off with Tory and Brando in the makeup room.

On the set with Phoenix...

Keiran, Me, Scott, Phoenix, Tory and Danny after the scene.

After we finished the show, got showered up and, of course, collected our pay checks, the boys took off to go play in Vegas (as if drinking pool-side all day while us girls sat in the makeup chair was enough!), and us girls were taken back to our hotel. By the time we checked in and got to our rooms (all three of us were neighbors!), it was 11pm and I was TIRED! I had a flight back to LA at 8:05 and I had to go straight to set with Brando when I landed. The other two were on the same flight, but didn’t have to be on set until later in the afternoon, so they wanted to go grab a drink. They begged me to join, but I declined. Instead, I ordered room service… a side salad, French onion soup and a diet Pepsi. I think I took three bites before I passed out watching ‘Everybody Loves Raymond’.

My alarm went off at 5:15 am, and I rolled out of bed at 5:30. I showered, shaved, washed my hair… did all that good stuff, then headed to the lobby at 6:45 to meet Brando and the driver. My biggest pet peeve is tardiness, and I think Brando has the same problem, so we were rushed to the airport before anyone else. (The driver had to go back to the hotel to pick up everyone else.) I couldn’t take a chance with my bag not making the flight – I had all of the wardrobe for the shoot in my bag, and the fact that we had a long day ahead of us and were headed straight to set, I NEEDED that bag… WE needed that bag! lol.

Got to the airport, checked in, went through security, stopped by The Coffee Bean for lattes, and made ourselves comfy on the floor of the Las Vegas airport, sipping coffee and talking about the shoot ahead of us. Within 20 minutes or so, Scott and Tony T. came strolling by and joined us. As we were boarding, we found Tory, Phoenix and Danny (Keiran was staying in Vegas to shoot). Our flight was empty, so Phoenix took a row to herself in the back of the plane, Brando and Tony shared a row, Scott passed out against a window, and Danny sat behind Tory and I… and we also passed out!

Upon landed, I got my bag from baggage claim, picked up my car from valet, and headed into Hollywood. By the time I got to set, Nikki Benz was done with makeup and hanging out in her robe, Delta White was just finishing in makeup and picking out her wardrobe, and the crew was moving around music equipment for the scene. (Us girls were a rock band… due to do our ‘music video director’, Scott.) I filled out my legal paperwork and took a seat in the makeup chair. Within about 30 minutes, Brando and Scott strolled in and everyone picked up the pace to get the shoot done. Pictures were being taken, behind the scenes interviews were going on, scripts were being reviewed, and, most importantly, our ‘hit single’ was being blasted over the speakers so we could memorize it and lip-sync it! lol. I WISH I could fill you guys in on the rest, but I’m sworn to secrecy! But, Brando did post these BTS pictures on the Brazzers.com forum:

Nikki Benz, Delta White, Jayden Jaymes... 3 little rock 'n roll bitches!!!

Goofing off as Delta was taking pictures...

Taking my 'pretty girl' pictures.

Fucking around with Brando...

Shooting my solo... Rockin' out... Havin' a GREAT time...

I have to admit… that was by far the most fun I’ve had on set in a LONG time! I’d totally go with the, “Rock out with you cock out” saying here, but we’re all girls, so it was, “Jam out with your clam out” that day! It was FUN!!!

Anyway, I had Saturday (yesterday) off, as did Phoenix, so we went and relaxed our bodies with 1 1/2 hour massages and treated ourselves to Benihana… YUMMY!!! (Benihana is by far our favorite restaurant!) Being the nice ladies we are, we were making all kinds of phone calls inviting friends. It pretty much came down to Scott Nails and Tony T. However, Scott had to cancel on us, so Tony met Phoenix and I at the restaurant. (By the way… Let me clear this up now… Tony and I are NOT dating… I’ve never in made out with the guy! lol. But there’s been rumors FLYING!!! We think it’s funny. We’re neighbors… we’re friends… we chat all the time… but that’s about it! lol.) Anyway, we enjoyed a plethora of steak, chicken and shrimp, and Phoenix and I each had a cocktail. We all left the restaurant at about 10:45. I had a 9:30am call time, so I went straight to bed!

As for my scene today, I shot two boy/girl scenes for Vince Vouyer’s new ‘Unleashed’ line. I shot a full boy/girl scene with Jordan Ash, and, as the DVD goes, it closes with a 10 minute POV shot for the viewer, which I did with Vince himself. Although I was on set for just over 9 hours today, it was all worth it for the amazing scene. He PLANS to put me on the cover, but we’ll see how that pans out. (Phoenix is also in this movie, so she may just steal ANOTHER cover from me! lol.)

Anyway, I’ve got the day off tomorrow, but then the rest of my week is full of shoots… And going out to support Phoenix dancing at Rouge in Van Nuys on Tuesday night! Yay!!! Go Phoenix!!! I better to stock up on singles…

It’s so funny how you catch something that was said and suddenly one thing leads to another which leads to another… Anyway, I guess I sort of feel the need to lay this one on, and lay it on thick…

Is there beef between Rachel Starr and I? Yes. Can you quite put your finger on it? No.

To be quite frank, I don’t have a problem with Rachel Starr. Let me repeat that for some of you drama queens: I DON’T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH RACHEL STARR.

Rachel and I had an issue a couple years back where I feel that she (along with the other party involved) completely disrespected me. You want the REAL story: I was out of the biz, dating a director, totally thinking I’m in a committed relationship, gonna get married and have kids, blah, blah, blah. Well, it turns out that my guy was seeing Rachel any time I went home to visit my family… And Rachel knew about me… Knew who I was and everything… And she went with it. It’s one thing to have an open relationship and be on a ‘don’t ask, don’t tell’ basis, or invite others to join, etc., but to lead someone on into thinking, “This is it! This is THE ONE”, when you’re really just ‘fucking around’ is cruel. It’s fucking disrespectful. And for her to go with it… also disrespectful.

Do I hold a grudge against her? Not anymore. Do I hold a grudge against him? Not anymore. I’m not with the guy, she’s not with the guy. Do I want him back? Hell no! But, on occasion, we chat. But he’s not worth any emotion that I have. So what the hell to I care about the situation anymore?!?! I don’t give a fuck! 

Again… I DON’T HOLD A GRUDGE AGAINT RACHEL STARR!!!!

So, then you might ask: “Why the drama, then?”

Well… It’s silly actually. I just like to make fun of her. It’s an easy target. She made a comment one day about how a girl shaking her ass while riding a dick is ‘HER MOVE’.

This is WAY better than abbreviation: LAUGHING MY FUCKING ASS OFF!

Really?! Is she serious? Does she REALLY think she’s the FIRST GIRL EVER to shake her ass on a dick? In the years and years and YEARS of porn, NO ONE has ever shaken their ass while riding a dick… Until Rachel Starr stepped on the scene! Everyone, let’s give a big round of applause to Miss Starr!!! 

Of course, I don’t know whether to clap because she invented a move that put me in a lot of butt movies, or because she’s SO FUCKING STUPID! Either way… Good one, Rachel!  And you know what, I personally would like to thank you (and every girl before you) for that one… It sure as hell has worked wonders for me! No, it’s not done quite how you’ve perfected it, but there is a little more meat to my bones that yours, so, yes, mine shakes (er, jiggles) a bit more than yours.

(And, yes, I have to do this publicly instead of talking to her directly because… Well… People just love to talk about my blog so I know this’ll get around…) Rachel, I really don’t have an issue with you. But when you make comments that stupid… God, you know, I don’t even know what to say! It’s retarded! You and I get compared A LOT: Both brunettes with big boobs, big butts, and blue eyes (well, my blue eyes are natural)… And we both shake our butts during sex… As do MOST other established big booty girls in the business. It’s fucking STUPID!!!  I don’t ever speak your name (unless, of course, someone needs a reference to a good escort) and I don’t purposely stir up drama. (The comment on the ZZ forum the other day… Don’t forget that it was Vic that made the first comment… I just followed… Apparently I’m a follower!) I’ll very openly discuss the ‘situation’ if I’m asked… But it’s not like I hit up the forums and whatnot, shouting, “I hate Rachel Starr!” In the months I’ve had this particular blog going.. have I EVER mentioned your name? Once… to back up another story. (Honestly, it was a comment about your escorting… Which I personally just absolutely LOVE the thought of. That’s all.)

(You know, while it’s in my head, since I have a few really bad blog-stalkers: I DON’T escort. I’ll be honest… Tried it twice, took up a couple good offers… And I was so disgusted by it. I think I douched with every anti-fungal ANYTHING I could find and scrubbed off 4 layers of skin in scalding hot water! But hey, to each their own. I just think it’s gross.)

I am so tired of this whole, “Jayden… No, Rachel!… No, Jayden!!!… No… Maybe Rachel… Or, Jayden… No, wait…” WHO THE FUCK CARES?!?! Somewhere along the line people starting thinking that they couldn’t be fans of both. I’ve never thought to myself, “I’m gonna talk shit about Rachel and try to make her lose fans.” What is this, high school?! Again… STUPID! I’m a bitch and I think this entire industry can vouch for that! I say/write very sarcastic shit. Sadly, what most people don’t know is that it’s played up for the followers. It’s what I’m known for so I give ‘em what they want. Is it any reflection on who I am as a person? Nope. Okay… Maybe a little… But it’s DEFINITELY played up.

Anyway, my whole point was that I don’t hate you. (I hate your retarded comment!) I don’t hold a grudge against you. I don’t stir up the past. I don’t try to get a rise out of you. I don’t fucking care. I work a lot… I’ve got money in the bank… What do I care if you’re back?! Just pull your head out of your bouncing ass and take a look around… We’re not alone, hunny!