I can’t believe I went almost a month (again!) without writing. Geez!!! I’ve been so busy over the past few weeks, taking care of a lot of personal things, and I’ve been thinking about writing but I obviously never got around to it!

Let’s see… Anything new with work??? Not really… Same ol’ same. I was recently in Miami shooting for Bang Bros. The weather was absolutely BEAUTIFUL there!!! I went from rain in LA, to a perfect 75 degrees with a slight breeze in Miami. One of my friends that works for Bang, Eddy, picked me up from the airport in his Jeep and we cruised to South Beach for lunch and a little shopping. While wondering around aimlessly in South Beach, I came up on one of those brightly colored ’80s shirts… No surprise… Saying ‘I’m in Miami, Bitch’! Of course, I bought it! I begged Eddy to get clearance for my to wear it in one of my scenes for them… and you bet I did! (I believe it’s for ‘Ass Parade’.)

Estoy en Miami, puta! Hahahahaah! (BAD pic, but whatever!)

While in Miami, I actually got into it with one of the directors out there, Preston Parker. Ha! I’m sure a lot of girls know this guy… He’s the biggest douchebag, man-whore in Miami! lol. Anyway, he was supposed to be shooting all of my scenes, but during the first shoot… Wait, back up… Homeboy was grabbing on me and trying to kiss me the entire time he was doing photos, guess he figured he was entitled to it since I was stupid enough to give it up a time or two in the past and, I don’t know, maybe his long time girlfriend just isn’t enough… But anyway, without my knowing he was rolling camera (that was propped up on a tripod), Preston and I were having an intimate conversation about life and he was using my real name and asking personal questions. I flipped when I found out he’d been filming. He said it was ‘great footage’ because the fans could ‘see a different side’ of me. FUCK THAT! I don’t mind getting up close and personal, but that was way over the top! I was furious. Then he tried to go straight into the scene, grabbing on me and shit and I just walked out. I felt so disrespected by someone that I had once had a good friendship with. I was so upset that I cancelled the scene. I was honestly so emotional about the disrespect, but I figured we’d all get over it and go on with our lives and our shoots. But, Preston couldn’t quite understand why I was so upset and decided to act like a bitch the rest of the time, even when I called to apologize for how I handled the situation, so, long story shorter, I doubt we’ll ever talk again. Joey Ray ended up shooting my scenes and I’m happy about that. We shot some great footage out and about in Miami and had a good time hanging out. I also had a long conversation with the owner of the production company out there, apologizing for the ‘situation’ and whatnot and luckily he was very understanding (unlike someone!). I hate to cause such a stir, but shit happens.

Anyway, aside from work… I moved! Yay!!! I took a big leap and moved out of LA to Huntington Beach. One of the goals that I set for myself in 2009 was to stop shooting for everyone else and just run my own site in 2010. Moving out of LA has pushed that goal into overdrive. I’ve got some scenes lined up for the rest of February and I’m not booking anything else. I’m not saying I’ll never shooting for someone else, but it’s selective. I still want to do my first anal scene and some other new stuff, but my website is my main focus. I shoot for my site weekly and I very much enjoy it. I work with people that I know and love, I do what I want, I shoot what I want… I’m in control… And I love that. (Obviously, from most of my posts, I do better when I’m in control.) So, yeah, moving and taking a step back to breathe and take some personal time feels SO GOOD! It’s only been 2 weeks, but I feel so much more calm and relaxed. It’s definitely good for my mentality!

I also had a birthday party recently. Well, my birthday isn’t until the 13th of February, but Craven Moorehead and I had some promoters that wanted to throw us our party this year (since we celebrate our birthdays with one big party), so we went with the flow. To sum it up, it was a cluster fuck! lol. We were told we’d have our own tables and bottle, and it turns out we (and the supposed 400+ person guestlist) were all crammed into one SMALL table. Ugh! It was so crowded with people that I didn’t know (that were apparently friends of the promoter) that my own personal friends couldn’t even get to me at my table! It was a disaster! Oh, then my sister left the club and went on a mission to buy a cake (I had no idea), she brought it back, handed it to the waitress to light and bring to ME at the table. Well, as the cake arrived, I was already so upset at the overly crowded table that I didn’t realize it was actually coming for me, but my sisters started singing and got everyone else to sing, but then some jackasses cut them off and called Craven over just assuming it was for him and the dumbass waitress handed the cake to Craven, who had no idea that it had been purchased by my sisters for me! My sisters about tackled the waitress who had nothing to say for herself. Craven was already shitfaced at that point so I didn’t bother… I grabbed my sisters and we left. We headed to Crazy Girl’s with a couple friends, but I ended up in bed at about 2am! RETARDED!!! lol.

When I first arrived at Ecco Lounge, when I was still smiling, before all the madness!

Craven and I chatted a little about how fucking LAME the ‘party’ was and everything, and even apologized about the cake thing, even though it was completely not his fault that we had a shitty waitress. Overall, the wannabe ‘promoters’ that threw the so-called party had absolutely no pull at the club. Me, being a girl and loving birthday parties, and having also thrown myself birthday parties with far more hook-ups, I was expecting an AMAZING birthday party… and I got the complete opposite. It sucked. However, since my birthday isn’t until next Saturday, I’m getting just a few close friends together for a night of dinner, bowling, and bar hopping! I’m only turning 24… It doesn’t have to be that big of a deal, I guess. (But, next year, when I’m halfway to 50, I’m gonna throw a fucking crazy party! lol.)

Oh! Here’s some good news for everyone: at the beginning of this year, I signed a 6-year contract with Topco Sales to release official Jayden Jaymes toys!!! Whoohoo!!! Yesterday was ‘molding day’ and I had my face, my breasts, my ass and my vagina molded. It was quite an interesting experience.

Plaster on my boobies!!! Hahahaha... They look HUGE and saggy here!

The molding goop being poured over my girlie parts.

Getting plaster piled onto my va-jay-jay!

The mold of 'me'. Hahahaha. The molds look funny at this stage!

I have a HUGE ass! Hahahahah!

After molding me, they plaster up the molds... It's such a process!

It’s such an interesting process and it feels really weird! I’m so happy to tell you that the entire process was filmed and sometime over the next month or so, I’ll have a PG rated version on YouTube and the more explicit version on my website so that everyone can share the experience with me. It’s quite entertaining!

Also, for those wondering, my first toy will be available January 2011. (Eleven months and counting! lol.) We’ll know more later, but the first release will either be a blowup doll with my face (from my mold) with a realistic barbell pussy/ass, OR a mid-sized stroker (like a table top piece). Toys will be available in stores all over the US and also available for purchase on my website. Yay!!! I’m so excited!!!

Well, I think that about sums it all up…

Have a great weekend everyone!!!